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Helloooo and welcome to my Archive!
A little bit about me:
I go by Kitty
I live in Florida, USA
I am in love with everything Japanese.
My favorite bands are The Gazette (Aoi-san )
And Mejibray (Meto bby~ )
Blood Type: A
Astrological Zodiac: Crab
Chinese Zodiac: Rabbit
Ok that's enough. v(^.^)/
Anything else you'd like to know, please feel free to ask... I may not be free to tell, but I like to keep an open-door policy. :D
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AY YO I'M ALIVE

Phew! It's been a hot minute since I've been on here...
Uhhh... Bad news and good news.
Bad news first. I'm basically in permanent writer's block mode. Eh *shrug* It'll come back eventually.

Now on to the good news! (Beware, it's sappy and very unlike me, but whatever. Things change.) I've found my soul mate.
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Exposed

Title: Exposed
Chapters: One-shot
Band: Mejibray
Pairing: MiA/Meto
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Bj, cumshot, M/M
Beta reader: ankaraferus
Note: I've been fucking sitting on this for MONTHS. Ever since the Nepenthes look was revealed... Those goddamn shorts had me drooling. I knew I needed to write about them. However, the plot bunnies refused to let me get out more than a sentence or two at a time...
BUT HERE IT IS FINALLY *throws things*


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Soooooooooooooo
Things have been happening. Both good and bad.
Bad first: My plot bunnies are still dead........
Good: I've been getting into better shape lately, going to the gym, continuing to eat healthy, etc. So far I've dropped nearly 70lb.

Better: Last weekend was Welcome to Rockville in my city, and I got to hang out with one of my besties for almost 3 days. VAMPS played and said bestie was photog for the show: GO LOOK AT HER AWESOME PHOTOS!!!!!!

Even better: Said bestie also got the chance to INTERVIEW KAZ AND HYDE!!!!!! GO CHECK OUT THE AMAZE INTERVIEW!!

Dream come true...... I was there with her. I also got to meet Kaz and Hyde. I got to meet Hyde...... I got to shake his hand. He looked at me. He smiled at me.... And each of us got a photo with them.
I was fighting tears the entire time. But here's why. I'm not some crazy obsessive fan. Hyde means a lot to me. When I discovered Jrock, I discovered L'Arc. And Hyde's voice. During this time, I was overweight, depressed, and had severe anxiety and panic issues. I was on several daily medications to "fix" me, just so I could function normally every day. One day I was struggling through some random anxiety attack, trying to breath. My music library was on shuffle. In the middle of this attack, a song came on. I wasn't paying attention to what it was, but hearing the vocalist, my anxiety and panic immediately began to subside. Quickly. When I could breath and think properly again, I was curious to what song was playing. It was Evergreen. I thought, huh that's odd. The attacks never subside so quickly. From there, it became an experiment for a while. If I'd feel a panic or anxiety attack coming on, I'd listen to something with Hyde's voice, and the attack would either not spike, or it would go away quickly. It didn't matter if it was a rock song or a ballad. It was his voice that calmed me down.
From there, and paired with eating healthier and taking better care of myself, I decided that I was tired of taking pills every day because the doctors told me I needed them, so I stopped taking them. (Granted, it was not a good idea to stop cold turkey, and I don't recommend it. I went through withdraws for months and it sucked. Don't ever stop prescription meds like that. Have your doctor wean you off of them gradually.) Now, after over 2 years of being off of my daily anxiety/panic medication, I still have attacks, but listening to Hyde's voice helps me to keep calm. (I do still have a medication for anxiety that I take a small dose only when I feel like I can't calm myself out of an attack. I don't take them often.)

So that's why Hyde means so much to me. His voice helped me to change my life. I swear his voice is magic.... Just amazing.......... I even wrote him a letter telling him all of this, thanking him for sharing his voice with the world, and managed to give it to his translator to give to him before we left out of the media area.
And when we did get outside of the gate, out of view and earshot of anyone inside.... I finally lost it, literally falling to the ground and sobbed. Tears of joy.

I want to thank this certain bestie for being so kind and giving me the chance to meet Hyde. Kort, you're my soul mate -totally no homo... ok maybe a little homo sometimes lolol- and you're so amazing and awesome and nice and just laskjflaskdjflakdsjf I like my life with you in it so much you've got no idea~ I know I'm a bit childish and irritating at times, and I appreciate that you deal with my shenanigans when I'm a complete dumbass. <3

So there's that... and I'm trying to find my plot bunnies again, or bring them back from the dead or whatever.... I want to finish things I've started. The side-story to DKS, and a couple of one-shots I've had sitting staring me in the face for months.... Sorry to anyone who's been looking forward to things from me (either zero or a few of you idk....)

<//3

Untitled - MiA x Meto - OneShot

Title: Untitled
Chapters: One-shot
Rating: NC-17
Band: Mejibray
Pairing: MiA x Meto
Summary: such hard work. much frustration....
Notes: Written at random for my lovely friend~ Suddenly she gave me a bit of inspiration and for a moment or two I can write something that's not complete shit....


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Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 5/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a whole... but if you have been keeping up with the series... oh are you in for a treat~
Co-written with ankaraferus as Kyo, random_x13 as Mahiro.

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Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 4/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a whole... but if you have been keeping up with the series... oh are you in for a treat~
Co-written with ankaraferus as Kyo, random_x13 as Mahiro.

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Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 3/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a whole... but if you have been keeping up with the series... oh are you in for a treat~
Co-written with ankaraferus as Kyo, random_x13 as Mahiro.
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Ch1 | Ch2 | Ch3 | Ch4



If you make me do this, I'm dead anyway.Collapse )
Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 2/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a whole... but if you have been keeping up with the series... oh are you in for a treat~
Co-written with ankaraferus as Kyo, random_x13 as Mahiro.

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Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 1/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a whole... but if you have been keeping up with the series... oh are you in for a treat~
Co-written with ankaraferus as Kyo, random_x13 as Mahiro.
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Ch1 | Ch2 | Ch3 | Ch4
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